Still...

I still have those incredibly sad moments where I feel totally alone in the world. Where I feel like just having my parents would make my world right. I don't know this to be true but the feeling of lack Iguess  drives me to fantasize that if they were here at least I'd have someone, and not feel like a lonely little island. I have those times I feel no one is on my side or has my back. My feelings are not valid and are only important to me. I reflect on my view of things and it seems right to me...but that's about it.