I never quite understood I guess...

I don't want to spend my whole life trying to figure out how to live it. As of late, other's opinions have become less and less important, leading me to the discovery that I have no idea what path I want to take in life. The scriptures that say that God will give you your desires are of none effect when you have none. I've pushed for other people's visions to come true but not my own. I've felt like I needed to be elsewhere but stayed in the same place for fear of failure, and that's stupid. I'll be dead at this rate, never having pursued a thing I wanted for myself. Let's do it. :O)