Lost one...

Sometimes as an emotional person you run into folks who are less willing to be expressive or open...and you get hurt. The risk you take in opening up to others is sometimes not receiving what you've put out there. That hurts, and it makes it just a little harder for you to be open going forward. I love all the people in my life, they wouldn't be there if I didn't. But it's hard to love some when they don't want you to. People have said that you shouldn't hold on to those who don't you...but my whole life I felt like no one fought to hold onto me...and so I have a hard time letting go.