It's always so much more easy for us to tell someone else how simple it is to solve a problem, or let something or someone go, or whatever else. It's just never that easy for yourself, why, why WHY! How easy is it for you to admit your faults and failures? Because I've always felt that it's been so easy for others to tell me my faults, so a while back I decided to take a GOOD look at myself, and there were things I did and didn't like, naturally. There were and are things that I wanted to change, for me, and wanted to be on my own to work out. And I am and will! The new year is coming, and I'm not one to really make resolutions, but I plan this year to really focus on my own self, and not rely or look to others for my validation and/or happiness. That in itself will be a blessing. I want to be happy with most of what is going on in my life, I know I won't always be happy with everything, but I want to finally pursue things that will make me happy! My relationship with God will be my own, and I'll learn to take council without feeling like I have to put an enormous amount of stock in who they are. 2011 workin it out...I gotta work on a theme song for next year, lol. I'll add this for GP.
