Hurt

It hurts not to ever have someone who can consider you. For everyone to feel they need to "tough love" you or not love you at all. It's hard feeling energy around you and having it affect you. It hurts to feel alone when you're surrounded and to be discussed instead of embraced. It hurts to be told you're loved but not so much that I'll keep up with you or value you. The thing I look for is to be able to face that truth and move beyond it...or to be able to see what's real and walk in it.